I lost myself when I lost you.

I was fine til I kissed your lips.

What am I going to do with you. You asked how I felt about you and I told you. What else do I have to do to win you over. You do this to me every time. And every time I get hurt, but all you get is enjoyment out of it. You would figure I would get tired and realize and stop, but I care to much for you. The only thing I been doing is waiting and I guess I’m still going to wait. I just want answers to all my questions, that’s it. But you always run and find an excuse.

You kill me sometimes.
So I sit here and wonder why you gotta do this to me? You must have knew what I wanted to hear, because you knew exactly what to say. Did you mean it; what you said to me? Or did you have nothing else to say? I don’t know what to think about you anymore. I’m confused and a little hurt. I want this more than anything right now. An I wish I could act like you ain’t the one but I can’t help it. Thinking of you I can smile, get mad, and it can put me in the worst mood. But I never stay mad at you. Or stop thinking about you. I have so much stress on me. And it’s all because of you.

Hate you
Love you
I feel like I don’t know you
Help you
How about you help me
Cause I wanna give up
I wanna be done
But I don’t give up
So how about you help
And tell me what to do
Cause I’m lost without you
I love you… But
I hate you.

I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m clueless. I’m clueless on why you picked her & not me. After all you told me, I thought it was going to be you & me in the end. So many people told me to stay away from you but I just can’t cause I see the side of you that they don’t. I miss you and when i see you and you smile I fall in love with all over. This is hard cause I don’t know how you feel anymore. I just want to talk to you that’s all. Get everything off my chest about you. So you will know how I feel so then I can say that I did everything I could. But will the day ever come to where I get to tell you everything? I hope it does.