Last time this year I was with you and later to find out you was with her too. It crushed me but yet I never stopped fighting for you. I miss you. And you will never understand how much I missed you. But I wish I was spending this Christmas with you and your family. You will always be in my heart.
It’s you. Your the one I wanna be with . I want you to give me the chance I deserve. I’ve been here for you even though you keep hurting me. Don’t that tell you anything? I will always be here for you. But like always you will soon realize I’m here for you then ill be gone.
these feelings keep coming back. i dont want to give up on us. everything is right with you and me. i want this more than anything. i want you more than anything. i want to be back in your arms. and never have to worry about losing you again.
your the one who will Always have my heart. i know this for sure cause we havent been together for a while now and i still get the feelings i first got when i first meet when i see you.
i feel like i have losted you. and i hate that feeling. its you i will always love and want to be with. you really were my first love. and you have put me through so much that i dont believe you see what all you have really done to me. and i should be mad and done with you but im not cause i care for you that much and i dont want to give up on what we have. cause theres something there and dont tell me you dont feel it too. you never gave me a chance to show you how i can love you. you was always thinking i wanted to settle down. but if you only knew all i wanted was your love. theres not a day that goes by that i dont think about you. i hope theres one day where we try what we had before and i hope we suceed and never let each other go.
the feelings i had for you left. cause it hit me that me and you wasn’t going to happen. but im no quitter when i want something i go for it. and i want you and i dont want to give this easy knowing you care for me. i know i oughta be walking away but i thats soemthing i cant do. i have tried to go the other way but things never seem to work out. and the next step in my life i want you to be there taking that step with me.
you care so much for me that you dont want to hurt me so thats why you wont date me. if you cared tha much you wouldnt hurt me you would stay with me its that simple. But you dont do simple. so ill just stay here where i always been and care so much for you to where i hurt. no matter what you do im gonna be hurt. but i rather be hurt and have you there to take the hurt away.
